Friday, June 24, 2011

This year has been the worst fucking year of my entire fjdshfksdhf life. Thank you Shirley Barber, for creating an alternative world that I could always escape to ever since I was a child.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Oh you gorgeous Jimmy Choos, why do you have to be $408? By $ I means pounds. Yeah... FUCK.

Amazing pendants, so in love. You can find a shitload more here. Enjoy ;)

Oh octopus ring, you so pretty!
OMG. Found a new site to love: It's a place where people can make their own shit and sell it online. There is sooooooo much stuff and the quality is amazing! I'm still on the jewellery section and wow, these people are talented! I urge you to check it out! The prices are pretty decent too ;)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

I want shiny sunnies, gah.

Aww man.

I may or may not have spent the last couple of hours drinking too much Red Bull and I know I said this blog would be different but WHATEVER I do what I want ;) it's my blog bitchezz!

I miss the good old days, when drinking was fun because it was illegal, eating mi goreng because that all there was, crashing at people's houses for lulz and taking drunk midnight strolls to the 24hr bakery. I miss all nighters and sleepovers with friends where all we'd do is watch scary youtube videos and struggle to fall asleep. I miss the good days of working with my friends at my old work, when really all we'd do was play soccer out the back. I miss going to town every Friday night and meeting up with friends and randomly making new ones. I miss the crazy parties that ended too soon because someone called the cops. I miss the random adventures that take you to places you'd never thought you'd be and meet people you'd never thought you'd meet. The most amazing part is that all these things I used to do with these people became my best friends, yet uni life has sucked out the awesomeness of being young and free. I don't feel free anymore, but I still feel young. I wish I was in Year 11 again, where I had the world at my feet and I didn't have to care about my future. All I cared about was the upcoming weekend. I didn't have to feel the weight of responsibility. I didn't have responsibilities. I didn't have to budget my money to pay for phone bills and petrol. I didn't have to think about a career. Life was awesome back then. Now, I sit here at my laptop, thinking how much of a screw up I am because I am not ready to grow up. I'm still a kid at heart, in fact I think I'll forever be a kid at heart. I'll always do one too many shots, say things I should probably keep to myself and wear what ever the hell I want because screw what everyone else thinks, I'll do what I want. I don't want to be boring tertiary student that lives off studying my ass off (which is probably why I deferred). I want to do things, like study Japanese, take up kick-boxing or dragon boat racing, get better at ice skating, learn Chinese brush painting, get more piercings, get tattooes, pick up my guitar again, finally learn that song on the piano I've been wanting to learn for ages and freaking bake cupcakes or something. I don't want to feel like I've already lived out the prime of my life. I'm going to spend the next 6 months of this year reading books, buying clothes and being my awesome goddamn self because although I have to grow up at some point, I am going to do it when I want and do it with style because fuck everyone, there's only one me. I don't want to die as an under-achiever, I want to be known as someone who doesn't put up with crap from others and someone who lived their life the way they wanted to, and out of all of this I'll find true happiness because as Aristotle preached, true happiness is self sufficient. Unfortunately it's taken me 18 years to realise that it doesn't matter if I'm not rich, I can still live a fulfilling and happy life with what I've got.

Kudos if you actually read this ahaha..

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Victoria's Secret.

I hate you. I really do. This is the second fucking time you've sent me the wrong bikini top, and this time you sent the exact fucking one as before. Urgh, WTF seriously. You're shit at sending things overseas. Everything takes at least 8 weeks to arrive because everything is "backordered", well how about you don't accept orders for stock you don't even fucking have! Or at least sent me the right item this time! I've spent at least $20 in postage to correct your fucking mistake and I don't want to do it again.

I am never buying shit from you again.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

A white mimic leather jacket you say? With studs? Oh Lucy In The Sky, you will be the death of me.
I cannot fucking wait to get tattoos. My parents said not until I move out, so I better get a fucking move on. Pun intended.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Fucking want.
This photo sums up my time in Year 11 haha.

More Audrey Kitching, just because I love her so much.

"People who project negativity typically have low self-esteem. They feel badly about themselves, and their negativity is simply a reflection of those feelings." reason number one why you should always laugh off when people try to bring you down!
- from Audrey Kitching herself. I love that she updates her facebook herself :D

Aww man, she's so hot. She's been my fashion icon for years. I freakin' love this dress, with all those cute charms. I am now determined to make a dress like that.
May or may not have fallen in love with these shoes. Apparently they're by a brand called Open Ceremony but I can't find them anywhere, gah!
Click on this link and comment if you died by looking at the price tag.

If only I had the money...

Six billion secrets.

I was on the site today and it made me so depressed reading all those secrets. It also upset me because I can relate to some of them. I wondered why there were no "happy" secrets... but then I realised that if you're happy about something you wouldn't keep it a secret. I've decided to post one, but here on my blog:

I know I've only known you for the past year, but honestly it's been the best year of my life.

Whenever I'm with you I don't feel depressed and my suicidal thoughts dissappear. I can't even express how happy I am that you've decided to give us another chance. I know you don't feel as strongly as I do for you but that's not going to stop me from loving you. I'm here for you no matter what, whether we're dating or not, I just care for you so much. Thank you for existing because you saved my life and gave me something no one else ever could - self esteem.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Quote unquote.

"I saw a girl with cuts all down her arms earlier tonight. I saw her eyes. I could read on her face that she was in no state to be outside of her house. I could view how badly she needed help and a better place. I legitimately was nearly tearing up. It really affects me seeing people in that state, knowing what they’re going through, what they’re feeling and how the world around them must truly be awful for them to be doing such acts.

Depression, anxiety and other similar things ARE serious problems that DO have serious affects on people who you may not think would ever breakdown. Some people really fucking need to re-think the way they treat the one’s around them. Whether you like or dislike, love or hate someone because of the way they look or act, or because of their race, religion, sexuality, skin colour, appearance, where they live, their background, family, siblings, or friends, that gives you no fucking right to manipulate them, or hurt them in any way shape or form, joke or not. Some people have no fucking idea how much they are/could be psychologically harming others in ways that cannot ever be mended. Ways in which people will never be able to forget or possibly move on from.

We as a society (and as fucking human beings, for fuck sake) need to back up and take a long, hard look at ourselves and what we’re doing, and think - “Is what we’re saying really just a joke, or could it really be affecting people?” “What are they thinking when they bow their heads, when they turn away?” “Is what we’re saying right?”

Words can and do hurt people, but in the scheme of things, the words are really harmless. When you dwell into things it’s the persons mouth that those words are coming out of that is the cause for people’s heartache and mental/physical breakdowns. The REAL cause. It’s their minds that lack common fucking sense, and their hearts that lack compassion that cause people to do certain things, make them hate themselves and not feel loved. No one should ever feel like that. No one should ever think of those things or do those. Ever. Regardless of anything.

This world honestly sickens me sometimes."


Thursday, June 2, 2011

Man, Taylor Momsen looks sooooooo much better without those panda eyes, she should wear makeup with colour more often!


Best runway theme ever? I think so!

Christian Dior Fall 2005 Haute Couture


Gorgeous sunnies from TokyoLux! They're not expensive but I'm so tight on money at the moment and I shouldn't even be looking at things to buy ><

If you look on that site you'll see more of the "Judas" influence I mentioned earlier.
Really love these earrings. Although it would be great if I knew where to buy these from rather than just finding their pictures on the internet!


I've seen heaps of these "earrings" around. Although they just sit on the cartilage of your ear rather than piercing through it, which is great for those who don't have pierced ears. I'm not sure what the proper terminology is though...

I've also noticed that due to Lady Gaga's "Judas" the whole crucifix look it coming back into fashion. Lady Gaga has such a powerful influence on fashion these days, whether you like it or not.

To be honest I fucking love it because I think she's amazing.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Steam Me Up, Kid.

Oh. My. God.

This is seriously the best blog post I have come across, ever. I was laughing the entire fucking time I was reading it. If you like obscenities, whale vaginas and laser beams shooting from women's breasts, click here.

"As Socrates said when he wrote Spiderman, with this great power comes great responsibility. Blogging has an effect on society, very much like walking through a crowded shopping mall whilst wind-milling full nappies at arms length and shouting "LISTEN TO ME!" at the top of your shrill, shrill voice."

Quote from Becky, author of Steam Me Up, Kid.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Someday in the not-too-distant future, I hope to have silver hair like this. Everytime I see the girls at Napoleon Perdis I get jealous because they have silver hair too!

Also, have a closer look ;) hoodie under leather jacket, that look is everywhere now!

LOVE this outfit. I already have shoes like hers, but man I want that cut out grey hoodie, looks awesome.

I miss my red hair :( It's burgundy at the moment.

This outfit is so cute! I love the coat and the white fluffy ear muffs. I WANT FLUFFY EAR MUFFS :(


I love blue hair.