I needed to delete my old blog. I had to do it for my own sake. Everytime I went on there I would just write so much crap about myself and it was so stupid, pathetic, whiney or whatever you want to call it. I had to delete it because I'm done with that shit.
I needed a change (surprise, surprise). I used to hate saying that, because it's all I'd ever say. But I realised that there is nothing wrong with constantly trying to change yourself to become a better person. It just means that I realise I'm not the best person I can be and I'm constantly trying to work towards a better life and being more considerate of others.
I've also realised that people aren't selfish if they don't ask what's going on in your life and if everything's good for you at the present time. I also realised that most of my friends actually ask me anyway, and I feel bad for not noticing that before >.> I realised that if people are having trouble and actually want to talk, they'll say something. I know I do (at least now I do, yay for changing for the better :D). Because if I genuinely want to talk to someone I actually call or text them. In fact, it's selfish to assume that people should ask if you're okay when you act happy (which is what I used to do ><).
I mean, let's think logically: if you're always acting happy and like nothing's wrong, ofcourse people are going to assume you're okay! Yet there is nothing wrong with acting like that, because it means you're not striving for attention (unlike some people on my facebook newsfeed, urgh) it just means that you only want your closest friends to know what's upsetting you etc. Just, don't assume that people will know if you're okay or not because it is impossible to tell. People should never ever assume, it's possibly one of the worst things to do D;
ON A HAPPIER NOTE I'm turning 18 on Sunday, woop woop!
Someday in the not-too-distant future, I hope to have silver hair like this. Everytime I see the girls at Napoleon Perdis I get jealous because they have silver hair too!
